quick one,

it's 4:35 and no i don't feel any different although it's a new year, not taller, fatter, slimmer, richer, smarter and earlier at 12 midnight i felt like posting an fb-update stating 'you idiots who have been posting happy new year all over before this time, now is the time to do it' but then i had a capricious change in mind and it always happens with school with studies with blogs with daily chores one second i will be okay let's do this next second will be okay maybe later i will do this first so yeah i just wanna quickly go through the two posts that i have previously left hanging to spare you the banalities of my tend-to-be lengthy explanations of various insignificant matters in our boring lives my previous post well what i had intended to do was to go on and list everything that i'd like in a girl and then at the end of it state that i already knew what i want in her the thing is i have no idea what they want or what she wants if you prefer reading things in singular form and another post which i have yet to complete was the story of the dad and the son where the dad told the son to hammer a nail to the garage wall every time he gets angry at something so that he would learn to control his anger so after a while the son got a better grip over his emotions and one day when he could already keep his emotions in check he happily told his father who then told him to remove one nail from the same wall every time he succeeds in denying the control of anger over his actions and so he went about doing that and in no time all the nails were removed "what now father?" the son had asked and the father said in a sad voice "son look at the wall, look at every crevice, every crack you have left on the wall when you were once angry, even after you removed the nails the scars remain, even after you apologize the pain remains, so son, let this be a lesson, humans are weaker than the wall, take heed" so happily ever after i am happy i finished the two posts and i don't think i can sleep i don't know why.