challenge and rambles,

just simple english.

the only way to fully conquer a challenge is by rising above it. like if you want to do 50 push ups easily you have to force yourself to do 60. speaking of which, i wake up every morning trying to be like bruce wayne in batman, where i do my quick twenties on the floor.

that also brings me to the this incident that just happened. so right, i placed my ipod on shuffle and out of the hundreds of songs it decided to play the one song that brings sweetness and bitterness in one package. the song that i've been practicing tens of times a day. never fully mastering it. the song that not only brings pain to my fingers but arms as well. like it was mocking me. an ipod. can you believe it? mocking me, WITH the shuffle mode turned on. funbelievable!

nevertheless i think one always fails to note the bass of a song. the treble part lays the soul for the ears, yes, but i believe it's the bass that gives the body to hold the soul. it's like this complementing part of the song that completes it yet no one ever really realizes it is there. like how good friends who complete you who are there for you without you realizing it. like the relationship between a rubber and a pencil, one always erasing the mistakes of the other, hurting itself in the process.

can i be a warder? reading robert jordan's wheel of time does affect me a lot.