zuzubird.

just in case you are wondering, zuzubird is the name of my imaginary beetle pet. okay you might think i am going cuckoo but no i am not. but yes i am restless. i pretty sure did try plenty of things to keep this little noisy machine up in my head occupied with stuff. end effect? doesn't work. tried movies. couldn't be bothered with even finishing it, lost interest within the first few minutes. did running then. ahhh. nice. but couldn't be bothered with pushing myself or perhaps i am just too damn lazy. then there are them weights. didn't do any form of research whatsoever on how many times, how often and how we should do them. so i just play around with them till my hands, well, till they just don't feel like my hands anymore. sleeping. ahh this works, but one can only sleep so much plus i dont wanna get fat. showering helps too! feel every trickle of water rolling down. nice. i did reading. same case, just lost my interest. it is like i have ADHD. OH FB! just gets boring when you see the status again and again and again and again. gahh. i wanna study biology. interested to yes. but everything seems to coalesce after a while. i will get mixed up with the spermatocytes turning into oogacytes. heck i dont even know if the names are correct.
i cant think of anything else to do! argh.



i think i should down few cups of nescafe on a daily basis. somehow or rather i feel more at peace early in the morning after a sleepless night. it's the sleep that you get when you know your body is so damn bloody tired that is most rewarding. besides, life is short. play more :D gahh. been talking to many many many people. hahaha. nice and fun!(: but only very few out there whose words can make me think. think as in think think, using brains think and emote as well. ahah. and they make me feel good when i am around them, naturally. mmm. days have been a blur. everything just zooms by and before i know it it's the next day already. how awesome right. wait till my exams are like tomorrow! HAHA.


save my sorry ass man. whoever it is out there who is capable of doing it.