Bizzare with Double Zees.

Many things i do on a daily basis gives a certain inner peace. For example;

showering - nothing feels better than the force of the cold hard water on my pudgy body. especially on hot days like these.

filling up my bottle - i don't usually take time off to just sit down and think. this action forces me to do so. you know the noisy fan above, the gentle breeze, the fresh air, plenty rejuvenating.

lying on bed during the snooze period - it's early in the morning, the rays of the sun through the windows, the thought of skipping class in that semi-conscious state of mindset.

there are others but yeah. those i will keep to myself if you know what i mean.

Anyway.

What is the difference between physical and mental pleasure? Is there a stark distinction between these two? Don't seem to get them. Because whatever it is you feel on your receptors, you learn to identify in your brains.

Mmm.

People handle issues differently. Some ignore them and focus on other things. Some prevent themselves from thinking about them by occupying themselves with stuff. Some just get depressed over them because they only think of the negative sides/positive sides, depending on the issues.

I feel the best way is to face them. Go through everything. Every string of emotion. Every pro and con. A certain revelation will come and you will understand why things happened the way they did. Learn from it. And strengthen yourself. Alone, with friends, with loved ones. That doesn't matter.

To Arthur,

Nice post! I like the one about that night! and the one on you having the hots for little girls you fucking pedo.

To Jocelyn,

Hey, sometimes the anger and disappointment comes from the fact that we are not needed anymore. Nothing will keep you warm more than the presence of friends or people who really wanna be there for you(: thank you for yeah you know what. Hugs(:

To Cia,

Sorry for everything i did or i said. Thanks for listening. Thanks for not having any ill wishes. I fully understand what you tell me about borders and boundaries. And i am fine with that. That is why i trust you a lot. Take care. Pats(:

To Eugene and the rest,

Damn, wish you all were here man. Things just always have a way of working themselves out around us. Had a blast last weekend. Looking forward to more soon.

To June,

Certain days, years, months mean a lot to a person. Me? One of the things that holds a meaning to me is the sixth month of the year, June. and the person herself(: both a person and a month, where i met you(: