fa lalala.

oh noes. the moment is nearing. what to be. what to do. what to study. ugh.
should i work? should i relax? should i slack?
exams! but there is still time(:


rebounds are overrated, unnecessary and immature,
it's a waste of time,
-but what if it's mutual,
-let's...not find that out.

smile(:

i just want to say that i will keep everything as they are. so that one day we will all look upon it and have a hearty smile. take care aight XD

running myself down.

hahaha. dont ever run behind the blocks at inti during the night. it sucks. i was running right from err block m? somewhere there right up to block a. thought i wanted to do about thirteen reps of up and down but on my first rep i am like ' i am interrupting so many night activities!'.


i mean. get a room man. or at least go somewhere where people who want to run at night can't see you and feel weird all over. gosh.

anyway. yes jocelyn. running is excellent! just like how making out with an unknown person would be like too!(:

misguided.

emotions more often than not lead you to think along a certain path and it is usually one that you will definitely regret later on.

yet, we still do it. why is control so hard in these situations?

(:

plan failed but i did learn new things. things that i will put to heart in future.

this has got to make it as my blogpost!

this story has two unknowns involved. plus a few guards.

let the person who is awake be a.
let the person asleep be b.

a wanted to surprise b. well. a thought about it and a suddenly remembered that...ARGHH. Screw it.

a is me. b is you know who.

i wanted to surprise her with some stuff. it wasn't even a plan in the first place. i was sitting in my room and i had nothing to do plus i couldn't sleep. so thus this plan popped into my mind!

FYI. this is 4.30 in the morning!

so. after i prepared the stuff. i walked to my destination. and i went up to the guard. i asked her so many different approaches we could take so that i could place the stuff into her room. but sadly she was too darn strict. plan failed. i wasted half an hour there.

story would've ended by now.

BUT i was a persistent cheeky little fellow. i went and see the boss. who happened to be a new malay dude. i met this boss at the dining hall because...well that's a different story. anyway,i met him there at the dining hall and he came on his bike. i told him my plan and he was welllll, receptive of the idea. so he asked me to hop onto his bike.

talk about adrenalin pump!

i mean okay don't get me wrong i have been on bikes before but it has been sucha long time since i actually hopped on one and my heart was beating so FAST because i was worried whether i'd fall of the bike and make a public faux pas out of myself. luckily i didn't though i was so scared!

anyway. next part, we returned to my initial destination and you know what? i walked up with the block's guard up towards her room! wheee. the malay boss waited for us downstairs. i was really imagining like you know the guard suddenly disappears and i am alone by myself, in a dorm, filled with girls. XD

we got to her room, i placed the stuff inside and we all went back down. story finished!

but you know...i am not sure if it was the right room. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

going places.

i have been to a fair number of places in my life i'd say that.
but there is always something that bugs me about us travellers.

to you travellers,

you go places, you like the view, you take pictures. fine by me. but seriously, are you going to be taking so many pictures so much so that you actually reduce your personal time to enjoy the scenery with your own eyes first?

this is the part that i don't get about you travellers.

we go on trips to widen our experience. yes pictures can be taken so loved ones at home can see. yes pictures can be taken as memoirs. BUT WE DON'T TAKE PICTURES FOR THE SAKE OF TAKING THEM PICTURES! so DROP THAT CAMERA AND SPEND AN ADEQUATE AMOUNT OF TIME TAKING IN THE PLACE ITSELF WITH THE WINDOWS OF YOUR 'SOUL'!


just stop spamming that button on the camera. i find it incredibly stupid.

misconception.

have you ever felt like you were inferior to another individual?
it's as if you would feel compelled to follow how that one individual acts, handles life etc..
yeah well i did before. but i have stopped. it is in these moments where we forget who we really are ourselves, how special, how alluring we ourselves are. it is in these moments where we lower our self-esteems.
that must never happen.

cheers!

un-nerve-ing.

just last week i went for a haircut.
which reminded me of something peculiar yet utterly sensational.

whenever the barber reaches the blade and closes the distance between the razor sharp edge and my neck i would feel this thrilling delight rushing down my spine.

it really feels like spiderman's tingling spider sense!(:

to miss. emotion.

tra-la-laaa-la-lahhh
i have been exhausting your resource for too long already.
rest well.

fuck ambitions.

there are just too many things in this world to be explored. new medicines to be discovered, new species, etc. and what are we humans, supposedly the smarter species doing anything about it? racing to build the next tallest tower in the world or the most number of nuclear warheads or deforest the greens to make space for bigger shopping malls. we should be focusing our manpower in attempting to study everything on earth.

every time i hear phrases like humans are the most complicated beings on this earth i scoff at that idea. what is the point of being complicated when our actions reveal only simpletons beneath?

on a piece of totally unrelated note, i shall proclaim that as of now the choice of my ambition(s) remain(s) in the dark.